Part 9

I'm back in Singapore but there are some problems with my antique samsung hp (no camera, no colour, cannot receive MMS, damn short battery life), so don't curse me if you can't contact me.

Life's so good now that I am terribly paranoid that something will give. For the past year, I've accepted big shit as part of my life so much that it now feels strangely insecure to actually feel very happy.
Maybe in the past year, I felt that I've got nothing to lose and now I've got everything to lose, that's why I'm scared.
I am not exaggerating but it used to be that I wouldn't have minded if the world ended there and then but now, I'll fight tooth and nail to prevent the world from disappearing. I've got many things I want to do, OK!

Yes, I know some of you hate me for my optimism and enthusiasm.

Plus, who have been adding me to MSN???? I don't know who all of you are and you are all never online for me to interrogate! Please come forward! It's popo frustrating to have people on my contact list and not knowing who they are.

Here's part 9: